No dawn, no day.
I want a moment strung through infinity.
I want to be this, exist in this song.
I want to stop justifying my self worth, counting it based on your opinion of me.
I want to stop ruining my experiments by applying multiple variables. I want a control group.
I want to get out of this twilight, and into the sun. I want to believe you.
I want to understand why I want this to be difficult. Why I keep making these choices. Why you keep turning up. Why I keep creating these regrets.
I still want you to pick up my words and show them to me.
the stars, the moon
they have all been blown out
you left me in the dark