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Boy With A Coin.

I know it's over, but I need to understand this. I need to turn it over, rip it apart, so I can recognize it the next time.

But I don't think you ever get to recognize it when you're wired this way. We never stood a chance against you. There are parts of us that never will, and those parts betray us, betray our heads and our reasoning.

I hate liars because I am one. I lie everyday, all day. Constantly. I tell myself I'm okay. I say it over and over again, hoping one day I would finally believe it.

Falling in love is like someone telling you you are okay. Over and over again.

I just want one question answered, because this is the most heinous. Why did you let me think you were the one when you knew I wasn't?

08.12.13 || 6:20 pm

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