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Some People Scar You.

The topic of conversation between K and I has been sex. It really always is, on some level, but this morning it has been especially bad, as in graphic.

As usual, Sex = Bobby. It can really be no other way, not until someone else comes along and totally messes with my mind, while messing with other parts of my anatomy.

I did something stupid. I emailed him. Again. Right after I sent it, I felt bad. What if he's trying to get on with his life, and I just keep stepping in "just-to-say-hi"? Why, after 2 years, after all I've been through... why can't I get him out of my brain?

10.15.02 || 8:20 am

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