3 X 5
I'm writing you to catch you up on the places I've been
You held this letter probably got excited, but there's nothing else inside it
Five minutes ago I made myself cry out of pure joy. And, I don't know if it's the rum, or me, but everything is okay in this moment. I want to put a hold on this, and keep it forever. So, I'm putting it here so I don't forget.
Didn't have a camera by my side this time
Hoping I would see the world with both my eyes
Maybe I will tell you all about it
When I'm in the mood
To lose my way
With words
There are these wonderful moments when someone else put the words to your feelings, and you don't have to think about it, or deconstruct it, you get to just feel it, like an orgasm in the sunlight of a bed, in the dead of winter.
Today skies are painted colors of a cowboy's cliche'
And strange how clouds that look like mountains
In the sky are next to mountains anyway
I got a hair cut today. Nothing more than just the dead ends. And really, every time you cut your hair, you chop off your history. I just cut off my last 4 months.
You should have seen that sunrise
With your own eyes
It brought me back to life
You'll be with me the next time I go outside
No more 3X5's
I cried because Kristin is right.
I know you, who ever you are, will be with me next time.
edited @ 9:44 pm - Yeah. I'm sorry. But fuck you! I'm happy!
edited @ 10:01 pm - My banners will run out tonight. Yay!