d*land

I am your tourist.

The next time I say I hate you, I mean that I hate 900 miles.

The next time I say this is hard, I mean that 900 miles is hard.

The next time I say I'm frustrated, I mean that I'm frustrated with 900 miles.

. . .

Somehow, for no reason at all, or for a very specific reason, I smile because of you.

Right now, I'm smiling.

When I slip into bed, I'll smile.

Getting into the shower tomorrow morning, I'm going to smile.

And even when I get into work tomorrow, and I see it over and over, I'll smile.

I want to.

Yes.

. . .

I'm doing it again.

12.19.02 || 8:38 pm

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