d*land

I'm sorry, you don't know how lovely you are.

I'll tell you the truth, because what does it matter now?

These are all of the things I was afraid to tell you:

- I'm still technically married to a man in England. I haven't spoken with my husband in over a year.

- My wages are garnished for student loans I didn't pay.

- I was raped 3 years ago by someone I knew.

- I had a boyfriend once that beat me to a pulp, and I still flinch, and it still makes me cry.

- I don't have a relationship with my dad because I'm the one that has to call him.

- I've dated and had sex with girls.

- Every time I listen to The Scientist, I think of you.

- I fell in love with you a long time ago.

12.22.02 || 4:06 pm

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