d*land

She never leaves the light on.

I thought for sure I had found everything there was to find. Guess I was wrong. I found emails I printed out, and more notes... all shit from 2000. I have to wonder why on Earth I saved these things? Is it for the times when no one loves me? So I can read them over and over again? To pretend they're from someone that's still a part of my life?

And why is throwing it away so goddamn hard?

...I want you to know that I think of you endlessly. Honey, I want so badly to make you feel better. Two people who want to be together, but who don't have faith in the other
- B
...

... now sitting in my garbage can.

01.13.03 || 3:58 pm

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