It's all circles.
I figured out what it is. I'm always amazed when I figure things like this out, the why, the tricks behind the curtain.
I believe I've finally run out of hope.
Improbable chances, and odds that have been proven they cannot be beat, over and over.
I feel defeated. I've lost, what ever game we were playing.
I know it's not a game, but it feels like it.
I'm so tired of this keyboard, and this chair, and this life.